Sunday, April 25, 2010

Day 30...Untitled

My heart Is breaking
Like a wine glass falling from the table
I was unable to catch It In time.

I guess I moved too slow.

How could I know
That the words of love he whispered In my ear as I slept...
Words that subliminally crept
Into my psyche
Were only going to psych me
When he walked away?

I should have seen It coming...
shouldn't I?

Surely I could feel the earth crumbling beneath my feet as he kissed me...
couldn't I?

I guess I mistook It for the tumbling one feels deep Inside when love Is real...
didn't I?

This Is It
and I....

Still feel the pain of reverse psychology.

He loved me but...

I wasn't good enough.
I wasn't holy enough.
I hadn't evolved enough.
Causing his walk to become unsteady.

When the truth of the matter Is...
He just wasn't ready.

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